A Body's Demise (The Martyr Too Proud)

If you want me honest it is just about how the little things gets ruined in life, but it can be implied to much bigger problems than those where you Just to destroy them or get destroyed.

It feels as death at my body’s side

With each sickly cough

From the puss that oozes from each orifice

As ash plumes from each sear

Its head burning like an incurable fever;

A conundrum, when concrete meets not abstract

Where Body then ignores Soul

And then is left a husk, dismal carcass

Only rotting upon the pavement, scavengers,

Salivating over the free pickings;

What had been done to wish this hate,

Upon an already meek creature?

I am but a plankton, life dependent,

Upon the waters of nature’s bounty

Like each amoeba, sheltered without consent;

Our lives are dependent on you,

Steely mount, for without your grace

Your love, your approval, your white smile…

Microscopic we shall remain

Forever a feast to greater beasts, greater men;

This ailment was brought upon purposely

You know this, cruel steed

So will you force me to live my life,

Within rocky caverns, eternal shelters?

No! I will not offer more life blood

This supposed charity, I now refuse;

There are other manners of life

Beyond your spectrum, however

Unlikely… perhaps I lie to myself,

With each loss of vigor, martyrdom

Unseen, unappreciated, unapproved…

But so, too, shall you remain fallow

Unused, and no more shall you

Pain my kind, however biased

Your decision was against me

I’ll breath my last,

Without shame,

To end only you.

A Nightmare on Sesame Street

One dark and stormy night
As the Count was taking his nightly flight
He saw Big Bird and Oscar
Having a hand to hand fight


Big Bird sucker punched Oscar
Oscar flew down the street
But he got a handful of feathers
Before he was knocked off his feet


Big Bird kicked all the trash cans
which lined the famous street
This woke the whole neighbourhood
Got everyone on their feet


Mr Snuffaluffagus
was first out of his door
as he ran, he was huffing and puffing
he almost fell to the floor


Bert and Ernie, came out running
they were wearing matching lingerie
Everyone stared at them as they came out
Now everyone will know, they are both gay


What is going on here?
The Cookie Monster screamed
Big Bird and Oscar are fighting
Elmo said, as he giggled and beamed


Then they heard a loud shriek
from further down the street
It was the young girl Nancy
from Nightmare on Elm Street


She was running and screaming
as someone scary was chasing her
they saw a set of blades
from the glove of monster Freddy Krueger


He sliced and he diced
the poor muppets and puppets
stuffing was everywhere
even on his toasted english crumpets


Nancy tried to stop him
As she grabbed hold of his glove
and as she looked into Freddy's eyes
low and behold, now she is in love


Freddy's grin was from ear to ear
as he planned to convert her
from an innocent teenage sweetheart
to a lethal killing Mrs. Freddy Krueger


Just a crazy dream ;)

A Blue Caecity: Cataphysical Symphony of A Blunt Dramatic.

Dear friends,This one pumped out of my heart as an explanation to what did in past. I did not just ruin my one year of college but also deprived myself from your love & I left you in the middle way. I know you all were angry at me when I didn't listen to you all, but you still kept trying. I am sorry my beloveds. I love you all so much. I seek for your forgiveness though I know I have it, But I seek for the promise I have made that I would Live like before again. I Miss You All A Lot. May God Bless You! 

PART I - Inception


It was our sweet dream that ended my torment,
The blissful days and peaceful nights free of haunted memory,
Respite from the bitter recollection of past mistakes,
And for a time the world seemed right and flowed with
Harmonious continuity of thought and rhythm of consciousness.
The dew-jeweled mornings melted into sun-pooled afternoons,
Shadow-dappled evenings flitted by on the wings of winking fireflies,
As we counted stars and threw our dreams up into space,
Hoping some passing comet would ignite the fuel of our hopeless desires.


PART II - The First Decay


Time strode steadily onward over the foothills of our realizations,
Wearing down the valleys of our resolve until deep chasms of doubt formed,
The jagged cliff trails were so treacherous and many a time I watched,
Helpless, as my determination stumbled and was dashed upon the rocks,
Bruising my already weakened grip on the future was had painted together
Until I feared I would lose that precious portrait of tomorrow.

PART III - Termination


There, engulfed by the deepening shadows at the end of that descent,
Oppressed by the brooding overhangs which obscured my view of the sky,
There it was that I realized the severity of my present situation,
As dread swiftly crept up and suffocated any lingering happiness and
Wrenching freedom from my fragile grasp before I could cry out for help.
It was only then that I saw true form of fate through that shining facade,
Caught a glimpse through the cracks of the lies I had so blindly fallen for,
Bound so tightly in that shell of polished and enchanting deceit of I invented.


PART IV - Remorse


I should have known better than to think happiness could be real,
But now it is much too late to turn back and start over,
I have already been locked within this prison of obedient obligation,
The cold bars of steel law and the intricate locks of promises made
Confine me to this fate of miserable duty and unhappy servitude;
The whom I once thought to be luxurious now serves as my warden,
Keeping watchful eye to cut off any escape before attempt can be made,
And my peripatetic soul who tests the limits of my faltering dedication.


My Friends:
Siddharth, Yuvraj, Nikhil, Ramakant, Rati, Rahul, Abhay, Pankaj, Ashutosh, Shashank, Vivekanand, Jai, Anuradha, Saurav.