 I’M MovinG oN

I’m moving on, And if I Feel the need to cry, it wont be for the heartache you have made, not for the regrets that I have, nor for the anger that i felt, but I’ll cry because of the love that I was never able to share with the one girl i fell for. I’ll cry for the love that was lost & not for the girl who left.
I’m moving on, I’ll try to wake up in the morning & smile & think not of why you left, but that once you stayed. No! Don’t try to reason with me, this is too much... I’ll try not to think of you, but when I wake up in the morning I ask myself if somehow you’re also awake. I have my own life to lead & my own life to think of. No! I won’t even think of you while I’m eating my breakfast wondering if you’re doing the same because sooner or later I know you will. No never will I go to the comfort room & lock myself in, just to have some privacy to sadly think of you, cry or do some foolish things because of you.
I’ve had enough. I’ll try to hold back the tears when I think of you; I’ll just try to smile. And No! Never will I again think of you last, when I go to sleep. Sleep is my only rest, so please don’t plague me in my dreams.
I’ll give my affection to any girl who’ll need them but not my heart because I’m still trying to get it back from you. I’ll give her the love that you never wanted, the kiss that I so longed to give you & the words that once was yours. Worthy or not worthy of it, at least she is here & you’re not.
I’m moving on hoping that the next thing would be letting go.